Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
Saturday, July 29, 2006Y
today is a total disaster. i was 10 mins late for APEL lesson and my freaking care person made me apologise to the whole class. i guess i looked funny with my shocked expression and everyone laughed. crazy lah. half the class had to apologise. what the hell man.
2 quizzes today. i flunked both. but i was happy it was over. gossiping abt charbitch during break. as you can tell from her nickname, she's a total BITCH. she stared (as in 'diao') at our clique and we looked back at her. she was the one who started with all the staring thing and now she's trying to act saint! blogged that she never and instead we were the ones staring, making herself so pathetic and innocent. wow! she's got supernatural power! she can tell we are staring at her when she is not looking at us! loads of crap. live and let live, somemore. OUR clique was alright before she 'stick' to OUR guys, and sowing discord between US. damn her. SHE is the one blowing the matter up. because of her jealousy and the desperate need for attention. always flirting with guys.. what 'love ya!'. eeeks! average looks. but rotten inside, totally. that's kinda pathetic because many people dislike her. maybe that's why she's so attention-seeking?
went for badminton today. exercise and sweat. i like. but i feel guilty. i accidentally hit my dear gen with the racket. on the face!! a thousand apologies! *even with a blue-black, you are still pretty as ever!*
i feel kinda lost right now. the one whom i trust doesn't seems to be the one i can trust. i should have kept that to myself. this is actually the 2nd time. i doubt you know about the 1st. and neither will i tell you. some guys are rotten but they keep secrets well. but some are good but yup. i know u meant goodwill and u are concerned about your friend that's why u did this. you are helping him, but on the other hand, letting me down. can u feel the pain inside me?
"scorpios do not trust people easily. if you gained their trust, be grateful because you will be trusted totally. but if u break the scorpios' trust for you, it will be hard for u to be trusted again".
and... i am a TRUE scorpio
i shall not say anymore. hope things will turn better as time goes by. but until then, let's see.
named lynnette lau. a durr-brain sometimes. legally eighteen; turning nineteen this year. mysterious, observant.. the traits of a true scorpio. attached to my stinko whose feet stink hell lot but im loving him all the same. i love my mummy too. and, not forgetting all
important people in life who made my life sparkle- my darlings, the girls and guys, colleagues blah blah blah...