Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
Sunday, October 15, 2006Y
cant get to sleep because it is past too early. yes, EARLY. woke up at 5 pm today. felt that i wasted a lot of time. hmmm. felt lethargic still even after sleeping for so long. what is wrong is me?!
box pre-close today. felt like i havent work at all. so many counters open, but not enough patrons to serve. yawns* most of them went to the newly open branch at vivocity, i guess. if it is me, i will too. so many shops there and so many things to buy! unlike plaza which has become so boring out of a sudden.
so many things happened these couple of days and i realised ive grown into an independent individual. and, no doubt i still need my baby. suddenly, i've changed to someone so different from who i was a few years back. could tell my change in some ways: 1) going shopping myself sometimes 2) lesser socialising 3) like to spend some time alone 4) no longer feeling sad when neglected by the people around me 4) no longer envious of people with loads of friends around them 5) no more self-comparisons between me and others
im quite contented with my life actually. though im not living in a bungalow, carrying branded stuff, having rich parents who will buy me everything. i love my mummy who loves me. i love my baby who loves me. i love my girls who love me. that's all that matters. maybe people think it is just a way to console myself. perhaps it is. but im happy. that's all that i want. HAPPINESS. life is short and you dont know when you are leaving so why not live your life happily instead of grumbling and complaining why is the world unfair. which i still will, but not as much as before. LOL
was talking to shir about servicing stuff. man! it is tough seriously. not easy to be in the service sector. especially with those unreasonable patrons around. argh. they are HATED! and sometimes the management dont even practise what they preach and expect so much. i agree. they dont understand how tough is it having to put smiles on our faces after long hours of work. i have no idea of what to be after studying but one thing for sure, the service sector is a NO-NO!
named lynnette lau. a durr-brain sometimes. legally eighteen; turning nineteen this year. mysterious, observant.. the traits of a true scorpio. attached to my stinko whose feet stink hell lot but im loving him all the same. i love my mummy too. and, not forgetting all
important people in life who made my life sparkle- my darlings, the girls and guys, colleagues blah blah blah...