Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
i dont know why, but im feeling insignificant. people have been neglecting me. and, it's okay because im already used to it. im wondering if one day i die, would anyone realise my absence, or even cry for me? mulled over it, and my answer is "no". life would go on as usual for the rest, and perhaps only my family would remember i once exist. pretty sad. but yup. sometimes i wonder who my real friends are. or do i even have any?? have been faking smiles on my face for so long and i pity myself. for so long, i had been alone. until baby came. and when he's not around me, i feel so small, people are indifferent towards me. luckily for me, im independent so it doesnt really matter if i have loads of friends. life may be worse for some and im using that to console myself.
have got nothing to blog already.
my sad sad life.
let your heart out.